Remembering.... A Friend..

This is one topic I’ve been wanting to write about for a long time.. In fact This is the main reason why I thought of opening “a blogging account”.
A feeling of loss has been there inside me for the past 3-4 months, though I find it inexplicable..
IT, the row that happened, was not unexpected and I had been waiting for it to happen for some months, though.. I didn’t WANT it to happen..
Have always felt that it’s good to be on talking terms with Everybody.. whether you like’em or not.. Especially at a time when you’re going to leave college and start a new life in less than a year’s time, you wouldn’t want to go off on a sour note.. I guess some things “Just Happen”.. you may never know whether they were meant to..

I won’t go into the details of what happened as most know about it.. Someone who had been close (at least she seemed to be), suddenly turned foul.. I don’t know for what reason..
But the sudden change in the character of people you’re close to, does Upset..

I Now understand that this was how she had been all along.. It is only My Point-of-view that has changed.. For till then, I’d always been doing things the way we both favored.. I thought we felt the same about matters.. And this friendship was probably the best thing to have happened to me in college..
But this was just the initial phase.. As opinions differed, so did the moods and attitudes of people.
I know it’s not possible for 2 people to be in Perfect harmony, but to expect everyone to toe your decisions was childish.. It’s one thing to stand up for something you feel strongly about, and another to wish to crush out all opposition.. by hook or by crook. To force your opinions upon others could only have resulted in discord, and that’s what happened ultimately.
But was it for this climax that the bond had existed in the first place? On the one had I’m happy that I’m distant from a shrewd and dominating being. But I can’t say I’m Not disappointed with the way things ended.. This friendship, after all, had given me many memorable moments.. And now it has made me wish that people never changed..
I do not regret my decision to put a full stop, for it was I who took the first step towards a premature end, as I may put it!! But the way I was forced to do it.. could have been different.
You, my friend, shouldn’t have gone astray..