So Far Yet So Near….

As the day to part draws near

I wonder if that is all I fear

Would you remember me..or..you won’t?

Would you call me if I don’t?

I wish I could show that I don’t care

But fooling the heart is not something I dare

Wish I could listen to yours like I do mine

Wish I knew all would be fine

Wish things would be clear….

things..I hold so dear..

You know how much you mean to me..

yet..This is how you wish to be..

So near yet so far..

The insides always at war..

to be frank or not to be

It’s all plain, yet you don’t see..

Wonder what stops you..

Wonder why it doesn’t stop me too..

One is to try though he fails

Live life with all it entails

Then, why do you fear

And are So far..yet so Near..

Isn’t life to get a chance?

Why throw it all away at a glance?

I Know of all the pain inside

but they are for oneself to take aside..

With someone to share it all

(whom you are trying to stall..)

You want one to be there and yet not be..

And I agree to be..

So far..and yet..so near..

For someone so dear….

For my Friend....

An integral part you were

Of something that was never meant to be

Now it feels sorrowful

To let go of something so mundane

Though I pushed you away

I still needed the assurance of your presence

Somewhere..Somehow

But now I'm told

To release the tie that binds

For it binds you..not only to me..

But to everything which we had together..

You needed to move on

And only I could help

To unclasp the clasped hands

Was the most difficult thing to do

Wondering what it all meant

And why it just had to happen

Forgive me if you can

Maybe one day I'll be courageous

To face you, to face my mistake

Till then..don't miss me..

Move on to people more deserving..

But one thing I'll say..

You, my friend, will be missed..

For being there..when I wasn't..